Sunday, February 26, 2006 @2/26/2006 02:57:00 am
Haha..maybe it's just me being naive. Or possibly bloody optimistic.
Just like how i used to think that if i'd sit still quietly,
perhaps i could ask for a new bear. One with a spiffy pink bow.
Just like how i used to believe that if there was a pretty rainbow in the sky, it's going to be a great day
or like how any 5 year old would think that when they're all grown up, they would find a fairy tale ending like rapunzel.
Rainbow don't mean that my days are perfect. They're there because of light refraction.
And rapunzel was booted out of tower, with no pretty dresses to wear and a disastrous hairdo.
Heck, she had to wonder around, living like some dirt.
I think I'd prefer a warm cozy tower anytime.. (not the point here pori!)
No, I didn't get a bear with a spiffy pink bow.
I got a spiffy pink rabbit though...and it's still here.
So poke me or jab me and call me selfless idiot.
Yes darl *insert name*, it's my happiness we're talking about, as you put it.
But because it's mine, don't you think I should decide how i wanted it?
(like eggs...half boiled please. or my brain...they're half boiled too, i suppose)
Hm..the point is i can't be picking my "happiness" over yours.
*insert eye-rolling here*
You still following me or have I lost you?
Lolsies. Maybe you wouldn't mind. I mean,look at you.
You're perfectly happy now right? I'm glad. Really
Don't think that I don't know what you're trying to do here. You're spreading the HAPPY, like spreading raspberry jam on a bread. Isn't that why you're telling me to go for it? Hah. Told you.
It's an outright betrayal, I tell you.
You don't think so? *snort*
Of course, you don't think so. I gave you a Half Baked Version didn't i?
Well, that's what I'd like to think.
So.....what's biting you up the arse lately ?
=p
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Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
Skeptics And True Believers,
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