Need to convince mom to get a sodding electric water heater.
A.S.A.P.

i don't really fancy getting my buttocks wet in a bloody cold morning...

but i don't fancy smelling like a grubby thing for the rest of the day either.

The solar panel water heater is ancient. So ancient that sometimes you doubt whether you actually have any water heater (solar panel or not) in the house.
At one time, i remember having hot water any time of the day.
but looking at the present situation, i sometimes wonder if all those were merely a figment of my random imagination which was probably brought on by the lack of luxury bathing in hot water that doesn't come from a kettle.

Owh and the sun is like a menopausal women. Wickedly insane and driving me batty. You can't tell whether there is hot water for your 3 o'clock bath. Probably would yell at the clouds for blocking it's glorious rays of absolute hotness from reaching my twat of a solar panel if possible.

I think i need to go bash my head on the nearest wall.
Ha.

Haha..maybe it's just me being naive. Or possibly bloody optimistic.
Just like how i used to think that if i'd sit still quietly,
perhaps i could ask for a new bear. One with a spiffy pink bow.
Just like how i used to believe that if there was a pretty rainbow in the sky, it's going to be a great day
or like how any 5 year old would think that when they're all grown up, they would find a fairy tale ending like rapunzel.

Rainbow don't mean that my days are perfect. They're there because of light refraction.
And rapunzel was booted out of tower, with no pretty dresses to wear and a disastrous hairdo.
Heck, she had to wonder around, living like some dirt.
I think I'd prefer a warm cozy tower anytime.. (not the point here pori!)

No, I didn't get a bear with a spiffy pink bow.
I got a spiffy pink rabbit though...and it's still here.

So poke me or jab me and call me selfless idiot.
Yes darl *insert name*, it's my happiness we're talking about, as you put it.
But because it's mine, don't you think I should decide how i wanted it?
(like eggs...half boiled please. or my brain...they're half boiled too, i suppose)

Hm..the point is i can't be picking my "happiness" over yours.
*insert eye-rolling here*
You still following me or have I lost you?
Lolsies. Maybe you wouldn't mind. I mean,look at you.
You're perfectly happy now right? I'm glad. Really
Don't think that I don't know what you're trying to do here. You're spreading the HAPPY, like spreading raspberry jam on a bread. Isn't that why you're telling me to go for it? Hah. Told you.

It's an outright betrayal, I tell you.
You don't think so? *snort*
Of course, you don't think so. I gave you a Half Baked Version didn't i?
Well, that's what I'd like to think.

So.....what's biting you up the arse lately ?
=p

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Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

Skeptics And True Believers,
- The Academy Is... -

Homing Pigeons

Where do you take me, my love,
away from my parents
From my trees, from my little bed,
and from myboredom,
From my mirrors, from my moon,
from the closet of my life...
from my shyness?

-Mahmoud Darwish-

pfft...i wish i knew the full poem...

AS.. god damn you!!

blegh...
i think i've studied enough to cause permanent brain damage to a 9 year old kiddy..
A sodding 9 year old, damn it!!

It's like up til here *points to several inches above my head*
and i'm still stuffing more.

my poor poor brain!
what have they done to you??!

pfft..

god help those fucked up kids...

muahaha!!
i have finally fixed the comments thingy
(since i don't know what to call it, let's leave it as the comments thingy)

so leave a bloody comment all you stalkers..
why not leave more than one while you're at it??
then again, i could be talking to there wall here...
(let there be blog stalkers!!)

lolsies..
XD

happy b'day pri's blog!!
one year and i only have a total of 11 posts...
amazing.
>.<

torino winter olmpics: ice skating event
men in tights..
owh-ness

ice skating looks like ballet on ice minus the faux-gliding with toes..
another owh-ness

ahaha... Johnny Weir, american bloke in tights, men free skating event..
very yummy..
very...er..beautiful..yes.i think.. (his performance you dolts..though he is rather hot)
such enticing moves too XD
very vey edible.. ohoho...

ohk ohk done drooling..
anyway, i actually thot that he was a lady..that guy's bloody feminine.. 0.o
besides...it was a rather stunning performance..did anyone watch?
163 points yar?

ahh..i still no idea how to tweak the comments thingy..sigh..

how the bloody hell do you use radioblog??
and why does the music cuts off half way...

tori amos ish yummy today

-sleeps with butterflies-

Airplanes
Take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat
I won't push you unless you have a net

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy

Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies

Otherwise known as pri and the perfect day that went down the drain after 3pm..

pri was having her breakfast ( leave my blueberry danish alone!!! i have a bright pink pen and i WILL jab you in the eye with it!!) today at starbucks when this __ pple came over chucked a form at her and snapped her pic for their ambassador hunt..

( __: pri doesn't wants you to know...yet.)

pri went all "eep!! wait..i'm wearing my i-just-woke-up-leave-my-breakfast-alone!! look... aargh!! woman if you're gonna take a extremely bad shot of me then u can just @#$%@!!" but since pri's an arse, she just said ok ( the faster we do this the sooner i can get back to my danish.. mmm.. *insert weird thots here* ) cos no didn't work...sighs..

but then this table next to pri (occupied by a gaggle of girls flakier than snowflakes could ever hope to be) went all giggly, gossipy and dumb blonde on each other..(and if pri wasn't a girl she wouldn't have believed that girls could be capable of that ) just deciding which one of their gaggle/pack/flock should have their picture taken..and all of a sudden one them called her own friend ugly..well if she was ugly then i would look worse than my dog's chew toy and i'll have you know that the chew toy has definitely seen better days..

So as bel put it..i entered a thingy...looking as plain as a red plastic pail. gah.

right and this is where the perfect day went down the drain.
put on your seat belts pple. safety helmets are on your right..

pri got caught in this mad thunderstorm... this tree fell and it caused a massive jam ( there were 2 cars trapped underneath) ...it was bad enough that it was raining bloody heavily like there's no tomorrow and all of a sudden pri thinks it start hailstorming cos there were thingies falling from the sky (heck where else would they fall from? your crack?? maybe you need to get laid by the potato of impending doom.. ) and hitting the car with lots of loud ' thunks'.

then pri thinks that god must have been dead bored or she must have done something really wrong (like kicking puppies though i did nothing of that sort..fuzzy things are friends ) cos her viper decided to die on her the very minute the wind brought much more rain than anyone could ever imagine ( pple from those 10 years drought inflicted lands would've danced for joy butt naked in the mud...ooh kinky..) so pri was left with 0.45 % visibility.
actually pri couldn't see nuts even if the nut were as tall as zhao, prancing about in a bloody-omfg-it's-so-neon-pink thong right in front of her (sorry zhao.).

so pri went to class drenched like some river creature...owh wait,not dramatic enough.. drenched as in who-dragged-in-the-drowned-cat drench. even paddington wasn't this soaked and heck, that bear frolic around under the rain, joyfully jumping into puddles, no?

and while she was walking to her bleeding car so she can go home and throw a hissy fit, this heap of refrigerator cardboard boxes nearly made a mush out of pri. (okay maybe not a mush but she'd still be squished....a highly undignified end to pri's life.. pfft )

neat day, no? it has almost more drama than desperate housewives..

thank god pri didn't throw a hissy fit.
hallelujah.

(edit: i think i've retyped this about 7 times now..bloody blogspot.. wtf?? )

i can't say good bye three times..that's just three times too many.
saying good bye three times is miserable..i feel miserable..
miserable when you know that there won't be anyone there to feed you coco pops in the morning, that there's no one to go yam cha and movies with, no one to dance with you or even have dinner with you.
it feels as if part of my world and part of my safety net got ripped away.
torn, snatched, gone with wind. sigh.
good byes are too final.
so i can't say good bye three times, but i can say all the best, i'll miss you. because i want to.
and you can't make me say good bye three times. so there.

pri thinks lifehouse is brilliant..

lifehouse- storm

how long have i been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the oceans shapeless form.
The waters getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head.

Chorus:if i could just see you everything would be alright.
If i could see you the darkness would turn to light
And i will walk on water, and you will catch me if i fall,
And i will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright, and everything will be alright.

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown,
So why am i ten feet under and upside down.
Barely surviving has become my purpose
'cause i'm so used to living underneath the surface.

Chorus
And i will walk on water and you will catch me if i fall
And i will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
And everything will be alright.

jem - wish i

Baby, you're sailing today
Baby, you're sailing away
Sugar, wish I could go too
But honey you know
I'm happy for you

Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too

Baby, your ship has come in
Baby, adventures will begin
Sugar, don't you worry 'bout me
Coz honey you know
Want you to be happy

Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too

But if you find that you don't like it
That the people there aren't inviting
Or that city life is too frightening
Won't you come home
But if you find that you don't like it
That the people there aren't inviting
Or that city life is too frightening
Won't you come home
Please come home

Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too
Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too

hmm yar..wish i was going as well.
i think i'll change my templates soon..
*shrugs*

"What? Which one?"

"The slim one, with the come-hither pout. Below the streak."

"I see a giraffe."

"I see an ant crawling up your neck," he says, brushing it away. "What giraffe?"

"That one. That long skinny thing."

"It looks more like a penis."

"I thought you said that looked like me when I was annoyed."

"You look like a penis when you're annoyed."

-River, ch.12-


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